I woke earlier to sprint for an hour and I wrote 1.3k words even if I felt quite uninspired. From one point of view, I’m happy. On the other hand, I’m scared - because it means it will be a long fic and that I will need a miracle to do my usual revisions before the deadline.pic.twitter.com/0ad1xmpQ0W
Am I listening to Mystery of Love realizing how Taehyung loves and cherishes Jimin? Yes. Why? Because I’m a masochist, apparently ^^
I'm reading again what I've written at 7 a.m. and I think I should just set myself on fire AND then disappear because it's c-r-i-n-g-epic.twitter.com/oZTpgomP2L
— end of day #1 I wrote 5.5k words - rewriting the first scene twice, thrashing half of the words written - but I PERSEVERED and any kind of progress is still progress! So let’s keep up with the hard work! ^^ (Note to myself: bro stop listening to Mystery of Love pls)
SECOND DAY, it's 08.52 a.m. and I got stuck. RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE. UGHHHHHHH. (I had everything planned but I overlooked this part of the conversation and now I'm: panicking)
I started with four scene and now I've already written all of them but I have to write seven more HOW THIS HAPPENED
— end of day #2 I wrote 3k but at least I DIDN'T TRASHED ANYTHING, wow, I'm astonished -.-" So in total the ff is 4.5k words long! And I'm not even at half of it! I'm so scared! YEAHHH! And now adios, goodbye, buonanotte amigos, I can't take it anymore, ugghhhh
— end of day #3 Today I wrote 5.5k words and now I'm a body without a soul. Total words: 10k Final thoughts: I need a therapist
The more I write the more I realize I'm attempting the impossible - it's not "perfect" nor even remotely well-written but it's turning out pretty lovely! I don't know!
Besides I love the fact it's a vmin but every single member has his own scene with Taehyung - LIKEEEE, THEY'RE THE FRIENDS I ALWAYS WANTED IN MY LIFE BUT NEVER ACTUALLY RECEIVED
Also. My favourite scene? Hoseok and Taehyung fighting like kids but being so, so, so supportive towards each other. I DUNNO. LET ME HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE. I DON'T CARE.
Three scenes and I'm done with this fic - what is that even supposed to mean
— end of day #4 Wrote 4k words so I only need to write the ending tomorrow morning! I'll cry a river but at least it's a happy ending Total words: 14k words